Taking Steps

Okay, so things can't remain the way they are.

That was made clear to me, so I've been taking steps to move things along, to better things. First was the issue of depression. That needs to be taken control of, or I will spiral out very badly and things will only get worse. I've gotten some herbal pills that do work. Through a "coincidence" I found a website that actually seems to know what it's doing and should help as well. So I am taking an active role in this. I know I can't keep going like this.

Second, I've emailed Cyborg. And told him how I feel, but that I know nothing is going to be possible with us. I know that and it's okay. I wrote him really just to tell him that I miss our friendship....and that I want to be able to talk to him again. Cause I need that.

And yeah. I have to keep myself okay. It's something that I have to consciously work at, because it's just too easy for me to fall into the old cycles and habits.

And that's all there is to this post.